Hey guys, I have an idea for the next update and I really want to write it too, but I’m struggling with what direction to take.

In the coming update, Rudra is supposed to get hell possessive. Out of anger, jealousy, and thinking Priya ignored him, he’s gonna fuck her in a way that she forgets everything and all she remembers is him. It’s supposed to be an angry sex chapter.

But I’m stuck on whether I should make Priya enjoy it or not. She can enjoy it, but Rudra scares her at first. I’m at a point where Priya either teases Rudra like she did in the other chapter when Rudra fucked her possessively because of his best friend… or it becomes the point where Rudra slaps her, fucks her rough, things pile up so much that Priya passes out crying.

Actually, this chapter was meant to show how possessive and ruthless Rudra is, while Priya is innocent. Just to give a spoiler — he gets jealous of Priya giving more attention to the rain than to him, and he becomes so jealous, possessive, and angry that in attempt to make priya realize that she is only his and apart from him, she is not even allowed to give attention to anyone, he starts abusing her. The chapter reads more like rape because Priya is still stuck on the fact that he’s angry.

So tell me — should I make it full rape, or should I make her enjoy it too? Because if I make her enjoy it, then I feel like the whole scenario loses its impact. But if I make it rape, then in the next chapter I was thinking of showing Rudra confronting Priya and trying to get her forgiveness with a softer chapter after that.

One reader asked me to make a chapter with abuse, rough Hinglish slangs, and no mercy. According to that suggestion, this possessive plot is what I came up with. But I’m not sure whether she meant abuse in a way Priya likes… or actual abuse. She still hasn’t replied yet and I’m waiting for her reply before I write it lol 😅

You guys tell me what I should do.